Those happy moments

Yes! It's Sunday, an election day for Greece. And for me it is one of those days when sudden pure hapiness with a touch of serenity hits you on head while you are sitting on your chair, enjoying some warm coffee and the priviledge to be locked in your own room without anybody pissing you off!!!

When I get to this level, i am thinking that this is what life is worth it. You have to shed some tears (as more as you can without dying out of sorrow) and feel some pain to achieve those things you used to dream as a child. You know, all of those things you would dream while watching at the ceiling when everything seemed so far far away from you. Those moments I get to think that they are all I am expecting in my life!!! You see, there is always too much pain and effort during life but you can forget it forever as soon as you reach the tip of the mountain!!

Usually I am feeling happy and calm when my mood touches a childish way of forgetting everything and it doesn't last much but it's definetely worth it :)

BEIRUT - SCENIC WORLD





ps: I miss my sister soooooo much !!! :* She is just enough to make me happy!

Falling in love and my totally blue room

Hello! How's your mood going?

Today I would like to speak about falling in love with something or someone and also I would like to show to you (as I had promised!) a view of my totally blue room in Xanthi, as part of a fully blue life.

Yesterday, I had the chance to meet again after two years on of my favourite roomates while still in High School. That girl has always been living in a swirl of a love fume. Actually, she would often find herself passionate about a person with all of her heart, having this feeling flood her existence. Of course, this is something that we all need and like to do. However, in case we don't, I 'd like to focus a little bit on the essence of love.

There are two seperate recources of energy for a person: by digesting food he finds the energy that his body needs and by falling in love he finds the energy that his mind needs. The real motive behind every difficult and tiring task you have succeeded in is your love over its result. This is what gives you all of the energy you need in order to complete it in the way you consider to be the best possible. Food is an essence of course but ,no matter how many energy drinks you might have drunk, you cannot exceed your abilities! Love is what makes people go further and evolve and it hides the tremendous strength of will. A spiritual hunger, a real weapon in your hands to face all of your difficulties.... :)

GO PERSISTENT BY FALLING IN LOVE!!!

And now the revelation of my blue room.... You can see in this photo one part of the curtain and the walls ehind it. Can you figure out the difference in the colour? NO?! This is because it doesn't exist one!!! :P Can you imagine 4 walls in the same colour and matching furniture? Short of a melancholic environment that has affected all of my melancholic moments in there!



And that's a common blue view out of my window:




Good for me I have escaped from this totally blue room :)

Farewells!
:)

Privacy please!

Hello!

today I 'd like to mention a few things about privacy. The most important of them is: I NEED PRIVACY!!! Have you ever felt the need to stay alone in a place for a long time? The desperation for some silence around you? The deep will to think over yourself and your life, to go around naked in the house or listen to extraordinarily loud music? It is normal and human, understandable and in most cases easily found.

My main point over temporary volitional isolation is that during your life thousands and thousands of stimuli pass in front your eyes and you need to process and think on them in order to be able to recognise, categorise and maybe use them in your life. When you are constantly socialising you don't have the time to do this important process in your mind! Socialising is a totally different process that absorbs your energy! So get rid of people! ALL OF THEM!!!

I am just kidding... :P

Well, all I wanted to do today is to dedicate this single tiny post to my great need for isolation. This feeling today is filling my brain all day long. Seems like I need this cold dark breeze of loneliness!

Have a nice day!!
madly yours