My ballad right now

Tell me prety girl do you know who I am?
Have you ever seen me as your friend
Anything we have is those hungry nights
but there's so much left unsatisfied

All those little things you told me
ain't good enought to show me
That we're gonna make in through the time

I found out in the middle of a heartbeat
and I know that i'm doin' right
Together we are still so far apart...

No matter how you are feeling isn't this ballad very deep and true? It's just wonderful, great, beautiful. It's bringing teardrops on my eyes

Update

I walked out of the University around 6 today. I had first seen a nice exhibition at the entrance hall of our building and I was about to go home when I saw this :

Nice weather after long time, sunset, smell of freshly cut grass -don't make naughty thoughts bcos it's in Netherlands, I mean real green grass- music and cool and relaxing environment. And beer cans all over.
That means it's time for green grass parties in Thessaloniki. Oooooh, I was moved a bit...

Tea Visions

I wrote this note on Saturday, but I didn't have internet at that time.

TODAY,  I had tea with me. The reason is that my housemate is talking on the phone and that we bought a nice one seat-couch today and I wanted to use it. By the time I sat on the couch I went several times to the fridge to take something, then I walked around, looked at the washing machine and at the sink with the dishes, thought of washing them, but nuh, not now - it's Saturday!- and then I thought why I cannot just sit and enjoy myself in the couch, like I know that people do. Do I find myself unbearable? no,on the contrary, I claim I love me. I asked myself how she imagines her future. The only thing she could see, was the picture of three following her, on their bikes up on the hill.Sun is going down and the hill is getting dark and four figures biking straight to the top.
She's wearing a red-white polka dot shirt,a red hat and black bell pants.

bright day

YESTERDAY,  we slept first time in our apartment the two housemates, me and B. I will call her Beanny, to protect her anonymity.:) It was really nice. She cooked rice in an indian way : she sauted  cumin with bay leaves and onion and it smelled like roasted meat! Then she added the rice and green peas and tomatos and potatoes cut in pieces and after 20 minutes we ate. It was really yummy!
MY housemate is vegetarian, that's so cool. I am trying to be one too.OR at least a flexitarian. That is, you eat meat only when you really really want it or you feel you need it :) I want to become a vegetarian not because I want to mimic my housemate but for a number of reasons.
1.they say it's healthier. Mediterrenean diet is also not based on meat (especially on red meat).
2. it's good for the environment. If you see cows as machines, during all their lives, they burn tonnes of cereal and green stuff and water to produce milk and only some dozens kilos of meat per animal and also some artifacts, e.g. sheet, methane.That's not efficient in terms of energy, water and natural resources in general. (Plus, methane is partly responsible for ozon hole!)
 Moreover, I am buying mainly organic stuff from the supermarket. It's a little more expensive but now I am used to it. Again for the same reasons :
1.they say it's healthier.
2. it's good for the environment.organic stuff keep part of the earth clean from pesticides and other nasty chemicals.

 

                                                        goodnight sweetie...:)

 

Moving out - Moving in

καιρό έχω να αισθανθω τόσο πολύ.
    και αυτό μου προκαλεί θλίψη,
δεν ξέρω πόσο βαθιά είναι,
το πιο πιθανό είναι ότι θα την ξεχάσω,
αλλά προκαλεί ανατριχίλα οταν ακούω τραγούδια
όπως το jigsaw into place
και στα ανωτερα στρώματα υπάρχει και μια μικρή χαρά,
ότι "νιώθω" και ακόμα η χαρά της δημιουργικότητας
γιατί όταν είσαι συνεχεια ευτυχισμένος
δε μπορεί να είσαι δημιουργικός
και εγώ από φύση είμαι σαν το φελλό
όσο και να με βουλιάζουν, θα ανεβαίνω με ένα μαγικό τρόπο
στην επιφάνεια
μέσα στον καθορισμένο χρόνο μου, 

 προσδιορισμένο απο τις φυσικές εξισώσεις της άνωσης.
Κι έτσι αυτή η μικρή χαρά
υπονομευεί τη θλίψη στην οποία έπεσα με πλήρη επίγνωση
χθες και σήμερα,
διοτι απλά θέλω να θυμάμαι ότι χθες
ήμουν επίτηδες στεναχωρημένη.